Thursday, November 26, 2009
; 12:56 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
; 6:41 PM
k i'm at one fullerton, with WH, her friend renny and another friend. LOL! forgot the name.anw, i miss........but i guess she don't. cos she dint text me. HAHAHAHA!k da bye!
; 6:34 AM
you can keep me if you want.
just assure me that forever means eternity.
not a few days course.if i tell you i feel the same way too,will you mend my broken heart and never break it?
Monday, November 23, 2009
; 10:29 PM
i feel very weak, because my breakfast, lunch and dinner all revolves around ciggs [ winner, gudang garam, viceroy, marlboro. yes, all of them ] because i forgot to bring my ATM card with me today, and i delayed myself from withdrawing money the day before. so, i've eaten nothing except for smokes for the whole day, and i feel very very weak. yes, i just repeated myself.
but i'm more worried about you, and the condition you're in. don't say "nothing" or "don't worry" when deep down, we both know you're scared that it may get to you. and it's gna make you sleep very late because you're afraid to close your eyes, and then it will affect your health.
please care about yourself because if you don't, i do.
i'm very very sleepy, my eyes are half-closed as i'm typing.
but i'm staying awake till you tell me you've reached home safely.
and i met fatin at east just now. dint have the heart to make her travel all the way to west.
and you,
kalau rase-rase, nak jumpe aku, behh nak merajok, nak tunjuk perasaan, baik tak payah kay.
don't waste your time, don't waste my time.
aku rela duduk dalam lecture hall, main lappy, dari jumpe kau, dengar kau membebel.
okay aku malas nak layan.
i've cleared this before and i'm making this clear again, we are just friends. we dated twice, but that's it. you don't have the right to give me that fcuked-up attitude when you see me text another girl, cos like the rest, you're just a once upon a time.
yes i know i'm being very rude here, but i'm fcuking tired of this shits.
; 8:18 AM
i'm so damn sleepy, because i slept at 3am and woke up at 5.30am. but i'm not complaining okayy. heeeee~ i'm just saying, i'm sleepy (; padahal i'm so shagged after work. 11.30am to 11pm. sampai tengah webby pon blehh tertido. HEHE!tday might be leaving school early to meet fatin. sumpah malas. haiyo. layan susahh, tak layan susahh. pfft. sanggup kay want to come down my school to meet me -.- merepekk! malas! ni la budakbudak tak skola. banyak sangat masa. HAHAAH! k i shut up. kalau kau azillah kan bagos? aku rindu azillah! HAHAHAH! tak pon, aina. heeeee~maciam banyak sangat perempuan gini kaaaan~ LOL! maner aderrr..kaaawan jek kay sayangs. *winks*i think i dead inside ah. i got no feelings! LOL!i'm scared of falling, because when i fall, i fall hard.and then it takes forever to get back up.
so i'd rather live like this.when i love someone, i really give my all.
i don't love and leave, unless she leaves.love, can come later by itself.fun, should never stop coming.hahahahha! (;i sound like a player! LOL! no laaaaa.fiqahh good girl okay.kk i can't count how many times i've yawned in this FIRST LESSON. hehhx.nak tido laa, tapi ADER ORANG NIHH TAK KASI TIDO! PFFT.tahan jek laaa. malam pon blehh tido.tnight, sleeping at 1am. hahahaha! maciam pahaaam~ we'll see (;and i just feel like saying this.I LOVE MY FRIENDS.random kan? HEHx.and randomly again,
no hidden meanings.
i never thought it would go this far.
i never wanted it to go this far.
initially, it was..
now, it's..
this is scary, and i'm scared.
it's gna hurt soon.
it's gna hurt alot.
because she'll leave,
and i'll be left alone,
picking myself up.
Labels: someone catch me
; 1:28 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
; 9:19 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
; 1:55 AM
THIS GIRL HERE EHH, I FEEL LIKE GOING TO HER HOUSE IF I STAY NEARBY, AND SMACK HER REAL HARD!
SHE ASKED FOR A 5-MIN NAP, AND I WOKE HER UP AFTER THAT. I ASKED HER TO SLEEP PROPERLY!
SHE ASKED FOR ANOTHER 5-MIN KAY! TU TAKPE!
AFTER 5-MIN, SHE DINT WAKE UP KAY! TILL NOW! I'M STILL LIKE LOOKING AT HER SLEEP. I'M STILL CALLING HER CELL! SHE'S NOT ANSWERING. STILL AT THE SAME POSITION.
NI LA BUDAK-BUDAK LIMA MINIT!
HAHAHAHA, ADE SIAPE-SIAPE TERASE KE? ^.^
AND I TOOK PICHAS! HAHAHAHAHA!
SERVE YOU RIGHT AHH. I ASK YOU TO SLEEP PROPERLY, TANAK. DEGIL!
PADAN MUKE KAU SAYANG!
THE FIRST 5-MIN NAP SHE ASKED FOR.THE NEXT 5-MIN NAP.
AFTER MORE THAN 5-MINS LETTING HER SLEEP..CALLED HER FOR LIKE.. 4-5 TIMES? AND STILL CALLING!
SHE CHANGED POSITION KAY?! HAHAHAHA!
kay i give up. i think i called her more than 10times okay!
so yea, i'm gna go off too!
WH, tell me how many missed calls you received kay! LOL!
and tell me if you want any of this fantabulous pichas! heee.
or if you want me to put it down. LOL!
Labels: WH
Friday, November 20, 2009
WH ; 11:00 PM
; 6:56 PM
Ketika malam penuh bintang
Diantara cahaya temaram
Kau beri aku kesejukan
Tapi hatiku bimbang
Kau tanya apakah ku bisa
Membuka hatiku untukmu
Ku tak bisa berkata-kata
Air mata yang bicara
#Chorus
Sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu
Tuk cairkan hatiku yang beku
Tapi aku belum siap
Aku jadi dilema
Aku tak mau menyakitimu
Karna hati ini masih ragu
Tapi aku butuh cinta
Aku jadi dilema
Aku ingin
Hatiku tak bisa
Apakah ini nyata
Atau mimpi belaka
Ku takut rindu
Bila tak lagi bertemu
Haruskah kuterima
Cinta yang dilemaLabels: dilema
; 9:36 AM
firstgirl;
she left a scar too deep that i'm very pessimistic about love and relationship.
about girls her kind, the butches.
i may also have already developed a phobia, the butchphobic.
butchphobic; a fear of falling for a butch.
HAH, K MEPEK.
nisha, sungguh tak perlu sms aku pukul 2am just to ask me about facebook error shits.
and the text message was LONG. da la ngantokk, nak kene bacer panjang-panjang. deleted the text, kalau tak da post. pft.
muke aku muke maintenance ke? LOL! of all people ehh nisha. pfft.
you were in luck i wasn't asleep yet okayy. ingatkan perempuan mane jek text aku.
sekali kauu. pfft, boring. HAHAHAHA! jussttt jokinnggggg. iloveyou laa. heh.
and aina was being so random.
"ytd kat parkway, i saw this lil boy holding on to a pikachu softtoy. it reminded me about u la. i miss u muchx!"
AT 4.30AM! wow, awak da tatawu tido ke sayang?
it woke me up but i dint reply. HAHA! because if i reply, she'll reply. then i'll reply again then she'll reply. then never ending la kan. hehh.
i replied only at 7am.
"the thing that i miss about you the most is your randomness. good morning and good night dear. i want to sleep."
and she replied, "and i thought the thing that u miss most about me is ME. hrmph! dont want friend u.."
HAHAHAH! CUTE LA AWAK.
and because of these girls, i'm so sleeeepy that i slept after i woke someone up at 7.45am. padahal my school starts at 8am k. BUT SHE WENT BACK TO SLEEP. hahahahaha! cute ke what?! suruh aku kejut, behh die tido balik. lagi skali ehh die. heeeeee.
i have cute friends kan? LOL!Labels: my cute friends
a random rant, as usual. ; 12:01 AM
don't make me fall and then leave.
tell me we'll always be just friends.
cos the heart could break only once,
and the times after that, it's shattered.
and when it's shattered,
don't blame me for being heartless.
because the heart's gone.
and nothing's left.
tell me from the start,
nothing's gna happen.
don't lead me on,
and then leave me hanging.
don't make something a routine,
don't add a routine in my life.
cos when you leave,
i'd be missing one.
don't make a promise.
that you can't keep.
cos i might not tell you,
but it hurts when you break it.
love,
just a random rant.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
; 9:30 PM
MEDICINE NOT NICE!
I DON'T LIKE!
I DON'T WANT EAT MEDICINE!
*SNIFFS*
YOU JAHAT :(
MEDICINE NOT NICEEEE :(
THE FIRST 5-MIN NAP SHE ASKED FOR.
AFTER MORE THAN 5-MINS LETTING HER SLEEP..
SHE CHANGED POSITION KAY?! HAHAHAHA!
