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Sunday, November 21, 2010
; 12:33 PM

life's been AMAZING! with everything going smoothly with WF and beloved girlfriend (; what more can i ask for? oh, just abit more freedom (; HAHA!

at one point of time, everything seems messed up, like what am i living for? now i realised, i'm hanging on during a difficult period to achieve something like what i have currently. but then again, life's a circle. sometimes, you're on top of the circle, feeling like you're on top of the world, having everything going on perfectly for you. and the next time, you're at the bottom of the peak, where everything seems to go wrong, and that you just wna get squashed at the bottom and not continue the circle. we'll never know when that time will come. so chin up baybehh!

Boboy is probably snoring at this moment. i've been leaving her at nights and sleep on my own. daaaamn. tonight, i'm gna sleep with her, please. body clock, please hang on to her timing. it's gna be tough, but we're gna make it ;) we always did :P HAHA!

tomorrow, WF's gna start our soccer training for NW-futsal challenge. Boboy's entering in another team, with HF and few others. we're gna compete in court, and Boboy is definitely not gna give me some face. and i sure hope i'd do the same. it's a tournament anyway. but then again, out of the 6 WF that's entering, i'm the worst. so what have i got to lose? HAHA! hope we'd play our best and no matter what's the outcome gna be, at least we'll leave the place with fun, excitement and experience (:

i miss WH so much, but baby, you're gna have to be the dominant one and ask me out :P come on, imma girl. give me some face and ask me out. HAHAHAHA! i miss you so much! it's sad that WC is living up to its name anymore but it's okay, we both have other things to do (:

thing's been going great with girlfriend. although i think i messed up one too many times that she nearly gave up. but she decided to hang on and give me another chance (: and for that, i'm grateful and i'm gna treasure this chance alot because it might be my last (:

okay, i wna go blog @ tumblr while waiting for the girlfriend to wake up! GAAAAHHH! she's not gna wake up any soon i guess? hmph! HAHA! so yeah, will blog again when i feel like it.


Sunday, October 17, 2010
The Birthday Surprise ; 9:16 AM

to make this surprise happen, i've already planned it a week or two in advance. had to thank mat for helping me out with the cake and all. so on the 14th, i lied one too many times to Boboy. hahahha! at a point of time, i think she was pissed at me because she dint reply my texts. so all the way from Bugis to Jurong West, i was letting out my sadness and worries to Mat, Future and Tykoz. they kept assuring me everything's gna be fine but at the same time teased me. GRR. aaaaaand, they kept scaring me because it was on a Thursday Night, and i'm at Jurong West, where something happened few months back, and i'm all alone! scaaaary. so anw..

14th, i met up with Future at IKEA. bought candles, cliche. but i don't care. PFFT. then we board the shuttle bus to Bedok, which took fcuking 30mins or so to move off from Giant. i swear we wanted to smack the driver's forehead. grr. the bus finally left, and we reached City Hall on time. somehow somewhere, thanks to the driver also, else we're gna be early. HAHAHA! Tykoz was late. BUDAK JURONG WEST! hahahahahah! but only a few minutes late though. then we walked around to kill time, before heading to Bugis to eat at Tong Seng. maaaaaybe, i was very nervous about tonight that i couldn't eat properly. heh. collected cake, and fetched Mat. she was very surprised to see Tykoz and Future behind me. aaaaaand, the one who got hurled with vulgarities was no other than yours truly :( sadness. HAHAHAHAHA! so anw, walked all the way to a veryvery far 190 bustop. kept whining i was late because Boboy was already not replying to my texts :( anyhoo, from BP, me and Tykoz cabbed to Jurong West, which reminds me, i owe him 10bucks for cab fare. ISH.

i climbed 6 storeys just so Boboy won't be able to listen to the lift. Boboy accompanied me all the way, and i lied again. i lied just too many times that day. HEH. so we talked. at 11.40pm, she decided to take a bathe. WTH?! aaaaand for the few months i've known her, she's not a fast bathe-r. HAHAHAHA! but she really wna bathe, to smell good on her birthday night i think? HAHAHAHAH! so while she bathes, i set up everything. 21♥ and i swear i heard just too many unwanted noises. EEEEE~ i actually recited some prayers okay! HAHAHA! at 11.55pm, kept calling her. panicked when she dint answer. grr. she answered at 11.58pm, and i asked her to read my blog, but she dint want to. so i had to ask her to just go out. she insisted, but made it 12am on the dot ;D





her reaction upon seeing the cake wasn't fun. PFFT. i expected like girl-covering-mouth-gasping. but then again, only girls do that. and nope, her girly image wasn't shown that night. BORING~ hahahahha! our night wasn't as smooth as expected, it was bad, for me mostly :P no one has ever seen me in that state. GRR. but so anw, we talked things out. it got better after that ;)

in the morning, i had a super hard time asking her to bathe and get ready. told her i reserved a place at 1pm. we were an hour late from meeting Future and Eerah. SADNESS. i saw them from afar, so i ran towards them. Boboy was behind, walking very slowly because she saw them too, and to see her smile like that, i felt good. HEH. her expression was like.. WTH-are-you-guys-doing-here kinda thing, but she kept saying she expected them to be there. because these two smarticles let the cat out of the bag unknowingly. GRR. hahahaha! but it was great (;
cabbed to Angsana, and we panicked because upon reaching, we were arguing who said there was bowling there. HAHAHA! it was classic when Future asked the cabby whether there was Bowling @ Angsana and at the same time, we saw the Bowling Pin model. HEHEHE! so anw, we searched for FOOD! tu penting! decided to settle down at IMANO's CAFE. aaaaand, i should just stick to western food next time because i can't finish my spaghetti. too cheesy. PFFT.











and then we headed to the Bowling Arena. the place were so filled with people, and cramped. the seats were placed too close with one another and we kept holding tight to our belongings. like c'moooonn, at least a metre apart? it was so near to one another, back to back. URGH. and uhhuh, these people they throw their ball instead of roll! like really. a point of time, Boboy even tried. but she got a great score for that. HAHAHAHAH!



coolest ball of the day! HAHAHA!




after that, walked around Angsana to kill time. because i dint get my codeword from my daughterson yet. she was supposed to text me, "Mama, i miss you" meaning that she has arrived along with the others and they're ready. but none. decided to cab back to City Square. walked around and searched for Mat's birthday present ;D found, and was still looking for this Vans shoes for Boboy but for her size, it was unavailable. %!%@#^@ HEH. left Malaysia at 7.30pm or so, and head to titanic, or if Boboy could name it, it would be CIRCULAR PARK. HAHAHAHAHA! *inside joke* our daughtersons awaits. HAHAHA!

when we were going up the escalator, suddenly Boboy screamed. and we looked up to see Nik and Karri running away. Boboy gave a chase and when she reached the top, she couldn't find them. accompanied her to find them and we saw them lighting a candle. i told them to get the T'misu for Boboy but it was out of stock. but they got something else. MY FAVOURITE. HAHAHAH! tak dpat Boboy's favourite, dpat mine pon jadi kay. LOL! Sky, Eka and Fyefye was there too (: thankyou korang for coming too! much appreciate.

dint know they could do this for us! HAHA!


this daughterson dint wish Boboy and Boboy thought she had forgotten and was sad. i wanted to tell her that Karri's gna be there to cheer her up but i know i just had to keep my silence (:


Eerah nearly let the secret out when she asked this.. "Fye ader?"
GRR. HAHAHAH!
Nik dint text me the codeword. so time wise, FAIL. HAHA!



My Happy Family


Happy Family
7 kisses for anyone who could guess what Eka was tryna do :P






wanted to leave for BP to pass Mat her present and her cigg but Eka's friend wanted to send us. so he dropped Future and Eerah and tasik BP, and me, Boboy and Sky alighted at BPP. passed Mat her stuffs, sit around and smoke, and left for the bustop. was holding on to Mat's plastic bag, and Boboy and i wanted to flag a cab. but we saw 187's last bus and rushed for it. dint have time to salam, AAAAAND yup. Mat's plastic bag was with me. HAHAHAHAHAH! busyyy! reached home at 1am. ate the cake and bathed. wanted to watch Mantra, but the two of us were too sleepy to carry on. decided to call it a day and sleep (:

sooo, that's the end of the Birthday Celebration. it wasn't a crazy-21 thingy, because it was all so last minute. i mean, for a chalet, i'm short on cash. for a barbecue, the thought dint cross my mind until a week before :( wanted to go club on Thursday Night, but Boboy dint want to. PFFT. hahah! sooo, that's all there is to share (:

to my Dearest Boboy, hope you enjoy what i had prepared for you. it was nothing much, but like i've promised you, i'd put a smile on your face (:
everytime i said that, it happened :P
i said i'd make you smile on midnight, i said i'd make you smile later when you were angry about something in the train, and i said i'd make you smile later at night ;D

HAPPY 21st MY DEAR! IT'S AN HONOUR TO BE THERE ON YOUR BIG DAY!
I KNOW YOU KNOW, BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT YOU ALREADY KNOW SO THAT YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW.
BABYBOY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
AND ALL I WANT IS TO SEE YOU SMILE EVERY SECOND OF YOUR DAY. EVEN THOUGH IT'S GNA CRAMP YOUR MOUTH ;P

that's all people (:


Friday, October 15, 2010
; 12:00 AM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BOBOY! ♥

you're finally legal of everything, no wait.. almost everything. you're still not legal to enter sex shop :P but what will you be doing in there? *ahem* i wonder.. HAHAHAHA!

sayang, hope you'll enjoy your day today that i've planned for you. i'm with you now, in your house ;D happy birthday dearest.


Thursday, October 14, 2010
; 11:58 PM

i'm outside your house, waiting for you to come out with a cake in my hand ;D
can you come out and open the door? (:
when i'm inside, we'll talk ;D


Friday, September 24, 2010
; 10:55 PM

i sat home one whole day. too tired to leave the house and i was feeling bored but boboy accompanied me through MSN and we chatted. i miss boboy so very much. no matter how the plan is for tomorrow, all i know is, i wana meet boboy.

yesterday was WF and friends jalan raya outing. it was kinda awkward but at the end of the day before everyone left to different directions, we shook hands and asked for forgiveness. boboy told me not to give up. boboy pulled adeq and brought her to me and we hugged and talked things out. the same goes for my cousin. boboy could just let it be the way it was but she didnt want that to happened. everytime i felt like giving up, she'll always ends up saying that they're my family. im lucky that boboy is in my life and helping me solve my issues with anyone.

its not easy to forget everything that just happened. all i need is time. when i think im recovering, i'll be back. sooner or later. sayang korang manymany.

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
; 9:06 PM

whatever happens, i'm gna be strong. it's sort of a been-there-done-that thingy (: so yeah, i'm gna try to be strong, and hopefully, just by putting a front, i'm really gna be strong, not just an act ;D

meeting girlf tomorrow. WHEEEE~ rindu awak okay! sigh, i miss you. i miss spending time with you. my dear girl, you're missed by me. jumpe besok, i love you.

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Thursday, September 09, 2010
; 1:50 PM

i've been neglecting this blog of mine. HEH. sorry. don't know what to blog about i guess?
anw, Hari Raya is coming, but somehow the joy and excitement ain't there. maybe tonight, we will feel it. after my dad comes home, around 11pm.

so i'll do a recap on what happened this week okay (:

last Monday, 6th, went to JB with Boboy. met at 12.30pm. a bumpy ride to JB. heh. driver selit suka hati dia, that a motorist wasn't happy with him. HAHAHA! funny! so we went to City Square to look around for my heels. and me, being someone who's fickle-minded, i don't know which one to buy. i even thought of not getting any and just wear the ones i have. HEH. but Boboy insisted. ishh. and i grabbed the next one i saw and bought it. HAHAHAHA! seee? like no excitement to even shop for Raya. it used to be a very exciting period, to get ready for Raya. hmm. anw, after that, we decided to watch a movie since there's nothing else to do. we watched Grown Ups. great movie (: no regrets. movie ended at 5pm and we can't think of anything else to do because the weather outside wasn't on our side. it was raining quite heavily so we had to stay indoor :( wanted to watch another movie, but somehow we didn't. we ended up buying food, and bring it back to Singapore, home sweet home (: slacked and break fast at RC, we accidentally dirtied the place because our food was in a mess. ISHH. luckily Boboy brings tissue everywhere she goes. HAHAHAHHA :P anw, both of us had a problem with our throat, and we each had a pack of ciggs. full pack. doesn't seem possible for us to be smoking and finishing it within three/four days before the pack turns bad. so we texted the rest. Mat, Fiq and Tykoz came down. made our move at 10.30pm (:

the next day, went over to Boboy's place for a movie marathon since we bought a few DVDs from our neighbouring country. so anw, watched Wujud 4 together, along with IB. some parts scare the shit out of me, and Boboy is afraid that these things will come to her room. HAHAH! cute kaan. ishh. fikiran tak betol! :P watched other movies too, and met her friends (: at 10.30pm, wanted to leave for Sengkang, but cousin texted, saying she'll leave Pasir Ris around 11.15pm. i dint wna hang around alone, so decided to send Boboy back to West. and some miscommunication and calculations happened, and i reached cousin's place at 12.30am. ISHH. panicked all the way in train, because was afraid there won't be any LRT after 12am. sometimes, it's good to just go along with the crowd. because they know where they're going ;)

on Wednesday, daddy fetched me at cousin's place at 2pm. we ran errands. Muhammadiyah, Granny's place, Gaylang, Changi to fetch first brother, and then Loyang to fetch second brother. Then off to Bedok Corner to buy food for break fast, and then to Bedok Reservoir for first brother's altered pants. and finally, home sweet home. just in time to serve. ate, and went out again. to Gaylang with WF without Adik, and scandalLOVE is there too. they shopped for Raya preparations, Outfits and Capals. left at 11pm. bus-ed home all the way. damn shagged. on the phone with Boboy but fell asleep halfway through. yes, aku jahat. ISHH. sorry :( tak buat lagi okay? ;D

today, just reached home. drove daddy to Nenek Busu's house and then to carwash. so a couple of kenalans there. ishh. kenal kat Woodlands, kerja at Tampines. HEH. i thought they were Northlanders? anw, after that, fetch mummy. and dad drove. went to Tampines Central, then to Afghanistan, then to Zizie's place to send food. ISHH. kesian mummy and daddy. daddy's going work at 4pm. Mummy went home to rest awhile before going off to work again. i think they should be resting now. waiting for Boboy to reach East (:

okay long enough? ;) k daaa. nak rest awhile before meeting Boboy.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE.
HOPE YOU'LL ALL HAVE AN ENJOYABLE TIME.
TO MY RELATIVES AND FRIENDS,
FOR AS LONG AS YOU KNOW ME, IF THERE'S ANY WAY THAT I'VE HURT YOU, EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY, I SEEK FORGIVENESS.

TO WOODLANDS FAMILY, I APOLOGISE IF I'VE HURT ANY ONE OF YOU IN ANY WAY, BE IT THE WAY I JOKE, TALK OR ADVICE ♥ IN ANY WAY, I LOVE ALL SEVEN OF YOU GIRLS ALOT (: I'VE NEVER INTENTIONALLY WNA HURT YOU GIRLS (: AND IF I DID, FORGIVE ME.

BOBOY, GIRLGIRL MINTAK MAAF OKAY KALAU ADE TER-HURT PHYSICALLY. TERPUKUL DENGAN SENGAJA. TERSEPAK SUKA-SUKA. TER-SMACK FOREHEAD TANPA DIPINTA. NIH SUMER GURAUAN BERKASAR OKAY ;) AND GIRLGIRL MINTAK AMPUN KALAU THROUGHOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP, GIRLGIRL TERLUPA NAK RESPECT BOBOY KE, TERBUAT BOBOY MARAH SO BADLY KE, TERSAKITKAN HATI BOBOY KE, TERGURISKAN PERASAAN BOBOY KE, TERKASAR BAHASA KAT BOBOY KE, TERSEDIHKAN BOBOY KE. TERSTRESSKAN FIKIRAN BOBOY KE. GIRLGIRL SAYANG BOBOY ALOTALOT NYER ♥

TO MY TWO DAUGHTERSONS, I MISS YOU GUYS. IF I'VE EVER ILL-TREATED YOU, FORGIVE ME, FOR SOMETIMES MY JOKES AND WORDS ARE TOO INSENSITIVE. LIKE WHEN I CALLED ABANG A "SWEETTALKER", I NEVER THOUGHT SHE TOOK IT SERIOUSLY (: I'M SORRY OKAY (: I LOVE THE TWO OF YOU.

AND TO MY BELOVED FAMILY, SOMETIMES MY ANGER GOT THE BEST OF ME. MOST OF THE TIME, I'M VERY DEGIL AND WON'T LISTEN TO YOU GUYS. SOMETIMES, I REBEL TO YOUR WORDS. I'M SORRY IF I'VE NOT BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER OR A GOOD SISTER TO YOU GUYS. DON'T GIVE UP ON TAMING ME, BECAUSE I STILL NEED MY FAMILY TO GUIDE ME TO BE SOMEONE BETTER EACH AND EVERY DAY. I LOVE YOU ♥


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CHERISH - ONLY ONE

Ohhhh...
Yeah...
Woah...
Woah...

[Verse 1:]
You and me together makes the perfect combination.
(Like a body to a soul)
(Like a actress to a role)
I know you have trust issues.
But I'm here to let you know...
(I'm your Catherine)
(You're my Joe that I have)
You make me whole.

[Pre-Chorus:]
I know you go through my phone, phone.
Checking all of my messages.(Oh yeah)
Thinking I do you wrong, wrong.
Tryna see who I'm messing with.
Baby, I'll ride for you.
Baby, I'll die for you.
You are the only one.
The only one that I'm loving.

[Chorus:]
The only one that I'm loving is you, is you. (The only one I'm loving)
And the only one I let touch me is you. (Is you baby)
You're the only one that sees me in my Vickie Secrets. (Victoria's Secret)
The one I share my sheets with.
Baby, the only one that I want is you.
The only one that I'm missing is you, is you. (Is you boy)
And the only one that I'm kissing is you. (Oh yeah, oh yeah)
You're the only one that sees me look rough in the morning.
Get that early loving. (Loving yeah)
Baby, the only one I'm loving is you.

[Verse 2:]
See, me without you would be like some music with no song.
Us together is not a choice.
It's like me without a voice.
And baby when I tell you that there's nothing going on I'm a need you to trust me.
And stop tryna prove me wrong, oh yeah.

[Pre-Chorus:]
I know you go through my phone, phone.
Checking all of my messages. (Do you think that I'm lying? )
Thinking I do you wrong, wrong. (Oh, why)
Tryna see who I'm messing with.
I'll ride for you.
Baby, I'll die for you.
You are the only one.
The only one that I'm loving.

[Chorus:]
The only one that I'm loving is you, is you. (You are the one I love)
And the only one I let touch me is you. (I let touch me)
You're the only one that sees me in my Vickie Secrets. (In my Vickie Secrets)
The one I share my sheets with.
Baby, the only one that I want is you. (I don't want nobody else but you)
The only one that I'm missing is you, is you. (Oh, that I'm missing)
And the only one that I'm kissing is you. (Is you, is you)
You're the only one that sees me look rough in the morning. (The morning)
Get that early loving. (Get that early loving)
Baby, the only one I'm loving is you. (Loving is you)

[Bridge:]
Gave you all my love.
And I swear it's only you.
You're the only one for me.
Just open up and see.
You gave your heart.
I won't break it.
My love for you ain't changing.
Baby, please hear what I'm saying.
Here's all of me.
So take it.

[Chorus:]
The only one that I'm loving is you, is you.
And the only one I let touch me is you.
You're the only one that sees me in my Vickie Secrets.
The one I share my sheets with.
Baby, the only one that I want is you.
The only one that I'm missing is you, is you.
And the only one that I'm kissing is you.
You're the only one that sees me look rough in the morning.
Get that early loving.
Baby, the only one I'm loving is you.

♥YoursTruly [−]
Syafiqahh
Going 19 in October 2010
PHD
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Never predict what I'll do next
and Don't act like you know me so well
You'll never know what I'm capable of doing
And I'm in love with the wrong gender♥

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